Take and Throw

July 18th, my friend finally made it. For three years, he waited for that thing. In the first year, he failed. Does the second year. He passed the exam and now he is one of the *** University undergraduate. It happens to my other friend.

Two years ago, I thought if I also do the same thing, that was wasting a time. So, I just accepted what just I have in that time. I thought, “who can guarantee that I can pass the exam? Who can guarantee that I will be something that I want? This is all GOD’s will. So, I just have to through it.” That stupid assumption can make you throw your dream. Who knows what the GOD’s will? Why don’t you try it again? Try, try and try… until you get it. If you don’t get it, at least you don’t regret it like me.

If you have a dream, you have to focus on it. You have to work hard. You have to ignore what the others say. But in a first place, you have to believe yourself.

You know, until now I don’t exactly know what I want. I regret it, but not regret it at all. So I don’t know if I also take the exam and then I passed it, can I being happy? Or it just feel like now?